Poems, raps, songs and lyrics 2017

Unfinished – Balance

It’s all about balance. Attain balance. Maintain balance. It’s all about balance.
Balance between romance and lust. Caution and trust. New born baby and dust to dust. Balance between confidence and humility. Freedom and duty. Relaxed and alert. No pushover, no jerk.
It’s ALREADY balance. No need to attain or maintain, relax as the balance.
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I’m the first sunlight on winter solstice
With a verse as tight as the pinch of forceps
They wanna make America “great” again like when they’d lynch your poor necks.
Divide and conquer’s old, update those simple concepts.
I’m first light in the water drop of morning dew
And the first volcano fire that’s for warning you
I’ll burn EVERYTHING down… That’s in my path…
Tried to be zen but love has a wrath.
Or it can all drown… In my tidal wave,
Party in Atlantis? My kinda rave.
I’ll hold everything down… Like glue, nails, staples, gaffa t.
Defy gravity, wanna fly? Grab on me.
Get a bird’s eye view of the herbs I chew
When I forage in the forest guided by my crew.
I’m like… Damn…
Sometimes I still wanna go wild with the fam.
No I’ll chill kids, I ran… parties for years.
Yo I killed it and my mans dem entertained my peers.
No such thing as getting old when you’re living in the moment.
Creating new neural pathways, knowing chi is glowing.
Sometimes one step back for two steps forwards…
life has twists, turns and tangents…
First relax to attain then to maintain, realise you’re beyond the mainframe, yin to Yang it’s all balanced…
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It’s all about balance. Attain balance. Maintain balance. It’s all about balance.
Balance between romance and lust. Caution and trust. New born baby and dust to dust. Balance between confidence and humility. Freedom and duty. Relaxed and alert. No pushover, no jerk.
It’s ALREADY balance. No need to attain or maintain, relax as the balance.

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We can transcend self through depression and anxiety, lessons from piety,
Like Giles from Buffy – armed with deep questions from the library.

I was aiming for enlightenment… shortly after I was ten.
So most people can’t relate to my mental environment.

Came to da conclusion enlightenment wasn’t what some taught…
…And maybe nirvana wasn’t what I thought.

Maybe it’s not never feeling negative but rarely letting it get to

it’s negative reaction, learning love and respect for it.

I knew I wanted to spread love and wisdom
At first I used rhyme to escape my mental prison.

I spread my love and ancient wisdom in poems and raps,
Did it for soul and spirit more than for money or claps.

But wanted to spread love and wisdom to the next generation,
That’s the solution… to heal every nation.

But to spread love and wisdom and attract more wealth I trained
in childcare, yeah I’m saying I’m proud of myself. I changed.

Now I spread love and wisdom through childcare,
Steiner school teaching, babysitting, and yup, I still rhyme yeah.

Also attracted and manifested Home-schooling and Youth Work…
Avoid refined sugars, tell em how much my tooth hurt.

Don’t wake the young ones up too fast or too early,
But I love Star Wars Lego, I’m a little too nerdy.

I teach yout dem and grown ups how to write lyrics
And philosophise with the young n wise about quantum physics


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To be honest these days politics is something I’m bored with.
But if you have compassion… it’s hard to ignore it.
We find people to war with instead of sit down to talk with
about how to heal this planet we all share. She’s gorgeous.
Why not kids?….Profit….
But we all have the power together to stop it.
I love you all which means yes, even politicians. Got it?
(I hope this is the last time I have to speak on the topic…)
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It’s da banks and the politicians. Always BEEN banks and politicians,
(with oil and war industries on the same missions).
It’s da banks and the politicians. Always BEEN banks and politicians,
(with oil and war industries on the same missions)..
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The politicians justify with just lies to devise schemes for their teams 
austerity measures, and wars on drugs n terror brings the cream,
with the media scaring into selling liberty, freedoms, dreams,
but we won’t sell our souls to demons in suits – clean, pristine.
…they say they got no money. Always billions for war.
But none for welfare, or health care when millions need it more.
HA! Then they blame immigrants, it’s awful kids all the more since
they also blame welfare. And people fall for it!
….They still believe the news. But who should we believe?
Even Independent media might deceive so people please
don’t get obsessed like I did, or depressed like I did,
conspiracy documentaries n Clockwork Orange eyelids,
If you trust me then trust me, if you don’t you can judge me
but we’re all a little guilty… because most of us needed
banks and politicians before we could walk or talk, 
with the oil and war industries funding it all.
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It’s da banks and the politicians. Always BEEN banks and politicians,
(with oil and war industries on the same missions).
It’s da banks and the politicians. Always BEEN banks and politicians,
(with oil and war industries on the same missions)…
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That’s why I dropped out of society before king, squatting and plotting
some said legend, but just a poor activist poet hip-hopping.
cos I couldn’t justify paying into a system with the friction fundamentally opposed to capitalism and imperialism
But now I’m fundamentally opposedf to nothing juxtaposed to one with the loving abundance of the universe!
If you trust me then trust me, if you don’t you can judge me
but we’re all a little guilty cos we only need loving.
Banks – reform…. Maybe Bitcoin? 
Politicians – Ignore…. on that you can trust me
Just stop war… for resources….. by replacing the oil industry… with a Hemp Industry.
Why’s it not kids? …Profit…
But we all have the power together to stop it.
Why’s it not kids? …Profit but there’s no them and us,
so let’s get together to solve it and evolve it.
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It’s the banks and the politicians. Always BEEN banks and politicians,
(with the oil and war industries on the same missions).
It’s the banks and the politicians. Always BEEN banks and politicians,
(with the oil and war industries on the same missions).
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Rent and bills to pay, most of us know the story, but by the time I’m done you’ll know epic glory, speak truth to power in Stonehenge and crop circles rocking purple pixie hoods, cosmic jackanory. Unique, one of a kind like designer threads, or huge jeep limos, or unique like my dreds, rhyme technique above Top Secret, like the Secret Space Programme, I’m not getting deep yet, deep like hollow earth theory, know too many admitted conspiracy facts to bother with a theory, lyrics water to the weary desert dwellers, or hot water bottle in the frozen northern territory, Rebel alliance… had that burning buddha fire to rage against the machines of the evil empire. 
Is he an anarchist? Nah, more like Taoist. Just another vibes coordinator. But now it’s this – 
Is he antifa or black lives matter? Nah more of an independent thinker and a damn fine rapper… …times 23. Nah I mean the time of writing’s 23:23.
Is it heavenly to keep seeing eleven eleven? The philosopher in me asks ‘what’s it gotta do with Heaven?’ 
Nah, you can just ignore me, cos we’re all performing for the angels and I’m sure that they adore me.
 
Oct 19
 
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Angels hid as humans and some got found out
And put in relocation programs like they gone down south. 
From sundown to sundown just being ourselves n having fun now… even if we’re feeling like the odd one out.
Every group I’m in I think people think I fit in …but I’m usually feeling like the odd one out, 
cos I’m full of awkward questions no one else is thinking bout, or thinking about speaking about what I’m not allowed, 
when it comes to politicians I’m over it, everybody thinks they’re doing the right thing even when they’re lying… and I’m bored of doubt. 
People try to tell me conspiracy theories I read about ten years ago, 
but those of us with conspiracy facts ain’t got nowhere to go. But there ya go. 
Whether your group’s political, musical, or spiritual, I have the potential to be the most open minded and/or the most skeptical. 
Being a non conformist individual made me feel special,
Being a non conformist individual was a source of spiritual 
growth, a source of ego and depression….
and illusion… (that’s the lesson.)
 a source of ego and depression
However I identify’s just illusion… (that’s the lesson.)
Angels hid as humans and some got found out
And put in relocation programs like they gone down south. 
From sundown to sundown just being ourselves n having fun now… even if we’re feeling like the odd one out.
But I spent ten or twenty years rapping about what makes me different,
But also rapped about what makes us the same
We all want love, we all feel pain… 
Some of us activists wasted time laying the blame,
I used to get depressed about things most don’t even think about 
But don’t get pressed by stuff most people get stressed about.
North, East, West, oh my gosh, and south.
…Feeling like the odd man out.
Angels hid as humans and some got found out
And put in relocation programs like they gone down south. 
From sundown to sundown just being ourselves n having fun now…
even if we’re feeling like the odd one out.
 
 
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Stream of consciousness…
 
Y’all know I flow better than 
most world famous American
rappers, we all know fake stuff’s winning, …fake butts, fake men n.. fake breasts n fake women… I grew up in London where all races say wa gwan n bun dem with bredrin til the persee all gone, man hafe say me na often speak patois, I’m English but both parents are Caribbean, so I’m using seasonin, moms Montserratian, dad’s Jamaican, …but dude I’m seein some I suspect of Jah fakin. Nah, I dunno about Drake n I’m not thinking about it or contemplatin… so nah, I’m not hatin. Too romantic to be a pimp playa but their time ends, I’m a Magnanimous wingman with mighty fine friends. 
Was looking for my queen, now that quests over, the rest over there you can have, but they’re Goddesses, not left overs. 
We’re blessed Hovas 4 44 was grown man business, 
conscious blends as Common Sense, Watchin men 
and women over 40 and 50 headnoddin n skateboarding, Tony Hawkin, infinity scoring,
 
Meanwhile I’m rhyming in a fashion that’s smashing any scene I rep in 
truly you know I’m going to be the one you see 
glowing on stage… glowing on road… Infectious positive vibes known to glow up the Globe 
not like nuclear warfare but global consciousness expansion 
and evolution KP’s here to bring a contribution… 
and new friend you know that I’m loose n I’m also tight n 
I’m on lightning… when I’m enlightening.
Nah, just I’m just vibin on Red Dwarf with Kriten. Politickin with Odin in Asgard, I’m a Titan.
 
(If you think I’m just hypin then think I;m just hypin.
Ask your mom how hot I am…. She’ll tell you I’m piping. 
 
Get it? Piping hot or laying the pipe in?)
Forget it. Respect all mothers. That that’s not the vibe king. 
Respect all mothers worldwide huh?
Respect the universal mother called Gaia.
Mother nature, Mother Earth, the place of all our births,
Learned from ancient spacemen to respect our mother’s worth.
 
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Oct 14
Kevin Panton
Dressed for a funeral, packed for a festival, his vibes quite a mystery… but that’s right up my street, suited and booted, head torch and vegetables… and super green powders to never fail a medical. More than professional, pro fresher Yes, Call me Professor Bless, mo self control leads to more decimals. From the Temple Valley to the Hill Top to Whistlers Green, reggae to Hip-hop – the wickedest team.
Listening to me while they crotchet in flip flops sitting in beams of sun rays or drip drop skinning dipping in streams, healing these kids opting for sipping on lean addicted to codeine, can’t blame them if we don’t know what they’ve seen 
…or what they’ve been through under Babylon’s regime 
Timeless; …like Marlon Brando, James Dean. 
Timeless: like Goldie, Legend: like Marley’s what I’m aiming for, more like Khaleesi’s dragon – dey wish dey could tame me more.
Ya blessed now… chin up n chest out. Nothing to do, nowhere to go you can rest now. Ya blessed now… chin up n chest out. Nothing to do, nowhere to go you can rest now.
Freelance cuddle conducter of cuddle choreography, there’s probably some guys out there who met their wives because of me. 
I’m Merlin mixed with Arthur, the Wizard and the Legend-King.
I’m the final iceberg, the one that changes everything.
Deep roots, deeper down than the branches go up,
Go nuts… on riddims sicker than throw up… Shine brighter than the star Sirius, I’m seriously feeling this, I look at you with eyes that meditate on bonfires blinkless… Maybe we need to feel more and think less…
…when I drink fresh spring water… I drink blessed… 
Ya blessed now… chin up, chest out. 
Nothing to do, nowhere to go you can rest now. 
Ya blessed now… chin up n chest out. Nothing to do, nowhere to go you can rest now.
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Kevin Panton
The political affects the physical affects the spiritual, their nature’s not completely individual, 
the spiritual affects the physical affects the political, so when we change ourselves we change it all.
 
Love falls on everyone equally… maybe what we experience is what we need to learn or see.
 
Poetic justice breaks this code of this matrix,
Of banks and agents to re-educate mages…
 
Revolution, rebellion, or evolution of the elohim, 
contribution to development of attunement to all elements, 
confusion meddling via pollution trying embedding, 
but violet flame of transmutation – divine DNA denies invasion…
Woe! Way over their heads, like black ops craft, security clearance way over the feds.
How do they sleep at night? With snipers over their beds,
While dreamcatchers cast lovely rainbows over our heads, 
Catching dreams of our gardens keeping us fed,
far from fascists, chilling with shamans who speak to the dead.
I spit various vibes to make em weak at the leg,
But strong in mind, strength they’ll find like Popeye – yeah, eat up the veg.
 
 
I visualise teachings from dead alchemists speaking on science,
I rhyme with a shine that leaves demons blinded and crying
Spit lyrics road mans identify with, hippies identify him, activists identify with, festival goers identify him by face Approachable… not too hood at this… flows so cool… I’m too good at this, Come over, pool party. 
Sharks with lasers in the pool.
Nah, that’s probably only cruelty​ to the animals.
Was satisfied in the woods, but my own suitable space
I might not be satisfied til I’ve got a supervillain base, 
Dormant volcano? My new usual chilling place, my old usual grinning face,
Just make sure the protection spells are still in place.
No need, our angels are here, I’m still feeling grace. Dead 
serious, but I know I sound more like I’m feeling wasted.
I’ve been disgraced, kid, I’ve been exalted… I’ve been raising funds for refugees displaced by the arms our taxes exported.
 
 
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I used to hate mumble rap… …Now I know there’s no such thing, 
as mumble rap.. and hating? I’m done with that. 
But if you don’t like music made by marketing to the lowest common denominator I flew to great heights targeting demons… and lyrically done a crap. 
It was fun to rap for those who don’t know what poems are, 
but then I wrote poetry for those who know what their emotions are,
now I spit both for people who know both, my market shrank, 
but I write for the soul… AND for the bank. 
And for the shanking yout dem, put down the knives, I’m King flame spurting… 
dragon… abandon… ing lanes merging. 
No internet in my teens, but I was still reading scripts of Essenes, 
they got Google now but they’re still on the King James version. 
I’m a nice guy, my bite ain’t as bad as my bark. 
But a lyrical assassin call me Arya Stark, 
to yer Little Finger I’m the lyrical Dirk Diggler
Yer can bring yer whole crew. I’ll bring a mystical ninja, what? 
 
Peace. I don’t need the grief, no one needs to grieve, 
I’m a pacifist, but she ain’t, I think you need to leave. 
I teach peeps in peace to write lyrics… arts n crafts. My big brother teaches physics and Krav Magar martial arts. I’m a pacifist… I come in peace… but at least self defence by definition ain’t violence, I’m a pacifist… I come in peace and abundance cos the law of attraction’s a science.
 
I venerate peace, I meditate peace… To emanate peace, to spread and make peace. 
I venerate peace, I meditate peace… To emanate peace, to spread and make peace. 
 
I’m a nice guy, my bite ain’t as bad as my bark. 
But a lyrical assassin call me Arya Stark. 
Or lyrical Dirk Diggler to yer Little Finger. 
Yet can bring yer whole crew. I’ll bring a mystical ninja, what? 
 
I’m trying to stay enlightened, trying to forgive ya, 
But I wouldn’t disrespect cos my friend wants to kill ya.
I don’t threaten, I just try to speak facts on the mic. 
You could wake up in a boot on a travellers site. 
 
I venerate peace, I meditate peace… To emanate peace, to spread and make peace.
Oct 14
Kevin Panton
Unfinished poem about spirit….
 
The physical and etheric are thinking.
The etheric and astral are feeling.
The astral and the I are willing
and able, we’ve the will to work or be chilling.
My physical and etheric are thinking about
The meaning of life, how to progress without doubt.
My astral and ego, self, I is willing
to be of benefit and fill the gaps that need filling.
The spirit’s eternal, the soul’s emotional,
Like James Brown and Rakim – they got so much soul.
The physical body contains the soul and the spirit,
Expressed in the physical body, here in a lyric.
The physical’s linked to the mineral dimension.
The plant dimension’s linked to the etheric. Did I mention
The astral’s linked to the dimension of animals?
The ego, I self and self awareness of intangibles.
The etheric is the element of life itself.
The astral sentient awareness of a life outside itself.
But the self conscious ego’s a very human trait.
Is evolution to the consciousness of Christ our fate?
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Truth is for that rap stuff I’m not hungry anymore, but the New World Order’s here and it’s not funny anymore, nobody wants any war, …nobody wants it! “He said he’s not hungry anymore but flows like he wants it!” My moods ever changing but I keep it a hundred I’m known where I roam and I’m not known to front it. I listen more than I speak these days… cos our phones listen in, tings are peak these days. 
Corbyn wants free school lunches – that’s calm. 
Tories want nuclear subs – that’s arms. 
Blood money nah run tings, wars for oil we don’t need, maybe read bout Nikola Tesla – get up to speed. 
Blood money funding war, sick to my stomach, tummy sore, 
…starved for redemption …not hungry anymore. 
Truth is for that rap stuff I’m not hungry anymore, 
but the New World Order’s here and it’s not funny anymore, 
But the true world order’s universal consciousness, 
the mother nature matrix, open ended love and bliss,
Truth is for that rap stuff I’m not hungry anymore, 
but I’m inciting writing, I’m not fighting anymore.
May 27
 
Vodka and orange, …the palest of ales,
Just enough for a lightweight to narrowly avoid an epic fail yes of whale  Sized proportions… proceeding with caution,
I denied my slice before now I want a full size portion. Getting more honest bout my dark, less shy bout the light inside. Rest and relaxation and then explode with a mighty vibe.
Like super novas. I might just like nature walks, cookie baking, watching Friday and Forrest Gump between love making. Amazing.
 
Spit flaming like Charizard… That bar was hard, 
…It’s an explosive Gambit to try and pull my card.
 
But I’m no gangsta, no beef, tofu or tempei.
…Rock any style… like Kakashi sensei,
 
Then say I didn’t need drugs when I went raves for like ten days…
I used to have a power nap, dance and then blaze the dancefloor
 
I don’t talk conspiracies much now but I know them,
Politics gets me more vex than Kylo Ren.
 
Looking for A New Hope like I know Ben
Kenobi. Watching two suns set sipping my sloe gin.
 
I know them breaks – depression, anxiety, I know rent,
I know when bass and beats drop, yeah I’ll flow then.
 
I know I ain’t got all the answers but I know when
They see what I see they’ll probably need somebody to hold them.
 
Let go like I said in my song, not the one from Frozen. Heavy flows n steady as boat men rowin’, don’t provoke them cold men, send em love n just keep goin’.
I’m the G after the O.M. 
…I’m the G after the Oh My
… …God after the O.M.
We’re all one with God after the Ommmm…
 
 
Kevin Panton
🦋🦄🕉️🦄🦋 hard as a mother
 
Ham, H.A.M. hard as mother for the
love of God I kill demons with love and I’ll smother. I suffer, 
we all suffer, we all excel, exalt your brother’s keeper, not Donald 
Glover but lethal weapon chasing predator’s like Danny Glover, Fresh! …fresh as fresh meat – off the chain…
Same thing we do every day, Pinky and the brain.
Fresh! …as fresh meat – off the hook, more fresh as veg out the mud, Rapper, poet, teacher. Not a crook or thug.
What a look, boy ya shook, “you come straight outta comic book.”
To keep most Queens… most men gotta earn or gotta cook.
To reach those dreams… discipline and patience,
Most want everything right now with no work, wondering where the days went. Ham. H.A.M. – hard as mother for the
love of God I kill demons with love and I’ll smother. 
HAM, H.A.M, hard as a mother but I…
Could go Thor’s Hammer – that’s harder still and fly.
 
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Even though I sometimes experience anxiety or depression
I fully love and accept myself. And I question
If depression’s a reflection of compassion and empathy
And anxiety of mission Impossible to please everybody. Then you see
Despite the fact that I’m not that rich or famous (yet) I fully love and respect myself. Aim to be shameless, yep,
Shame is fear of being ostracized, kicked out the cave by the tribe, …but you’ve got to be yourself to attract peeps on your vibe….
I may not be a megastar but mission accomplished,
I’ll never know how many I inspired… worldwide.
Content with respect… ive seen people cry 
at poetry my soul had to write, sometimes didn’t even have to try.
Crying at poems that seemed written synchronistically specifically
for that specific moment of inspiring lyrically
A friend told me one of my lyrics changed his life.
“Vulnerability is a strength.” I’m saying this twice.
Vulnerability is a strength and repression or suppression 
only leads to depression, so heal it with expression.
Even though I know ego, lust and anger and pride
Tend not to help but only add to a bumpy ride,
I still feel and sometimes indulge in negative emotions.
Even though I studied Buddha, Christ and the Tao with devotion
I still fully love, appreciate, am grateful for and accept 
My negative emotions and maintain my self respect. It’s not about over indulging in negativity, just not living in denial or in shame, let it be.
We can be hard as Pai Mei on ourselves sometimes on spiritual quests. Remember just like everyone else we’re trying our best. Stop intellectualising sometimes, just for a moment… drop your shoulders and rest…
 
 
Vulnerability is strength… If a swim to da deep end better swim the length… I t’ink we need to find new positive jobs for da soldiers. Stop stressing… relax… drop your shoulders. 
 
Vulnerability is strength… If you swim to the deep end better swim the length…
 
Independent. Definitely. Move smooth like a hot woman… batting her eyes. I’m in there bredrin, like the beat’s flexin with me, like the beat’s throwing it back, …grabbing the thighs, I’ve been a legend… I’ve been legendary. MOST rappers think… they’re the best… rapper alive! I’m Bane breaking Batman, with Venom in me… like an alien symbiote… slashing the tires of these captains of industry… with activists, rap business used to be art, now rap’s industry. It used to be culture but we forgot the rules like a street fight with Ray Winstone, forgot their tools. I’m not into street fights unless it’s got a hadouken, I’m less menace to society, …more Ryu / Ken. My new friends, my shadows and demons, not Akuma, but let self love and acceptance be da new trends.
____________________________________-Double time for the grime, in da grimy city,
dis goes out to Londoners rhyming wit me,
and Bristol ravers, ravin hippys,
cheeky blaggers – banter’s witty,
hoods up on the dancefloor, mosh pits are hardcore,
djs rinsing da bass lines ya asked for,
we find the rewind, no time for fast forward,
can’t swat this fly rhyme best find your passport –
Cos we take you pon a journey,
no Co d,  no need for attorney,
just heads in speakers, crepes n not sneakers,
gals in custom leopard print addidas.
When tings get peak it’s when you need this,
dancefloor therapy. I get a bit deep kids.
It’s what I’m known for – a wealth of philosophy.
Know yourselves, yourself’s your own authority.
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Accidentally walking in like I own the place, they know the face, real recognise real, that’s how we know the fake, when life choke slams mate  like Undertaker over-take, we own the race… cos we’re not known to wait. Fresh when I put pen to pad like putting Col to Gate. We co-create new paths and then you beg us “hold the gate.” So that they can follow but wait I was goin’ to say each new height’s just a new plateau we’re not goin’ to stay,
🙂
No sweat no worry, reliably make it look easy – Stephen Curry.
Glide like Clyde Drexler pon a riddim gettin dutty,
Since Mudfam were reppin Bury… Crew, Highbury n yes Finsbury,
I was spitting at Free Parties ravin in woods gettin muddy,
With all sorts all night, “alright mate” for the cockneys,
and “wa gwan” for the rude boys, watch the ride, n watch me

ride riddims like Khaleesi rides dragons it’s easy for da pixie rappin since he’s been in baggy army pants saggin round his bees knees!On Friday, 11 March 2016, Operation: Bless Everyt’ing <thcsociety@gmail.com> wrote:

Frustrated… with my own frustration.. .
 Castrated… emotions fail penetration
of the issue, we’ve all got issues, we all need tissues
standard issue, their problem’s their problem and your problem is you.
Maybe there’s no problem the illusion’s the perception,
I Iove you, I’m sorry, please forgive me for my self protection.
 Only you’re responsible for your own emotions, and for mental health it’s
 good to remember you’re responsible for no one else’s.
A hero complex just can’t help but want to help it’s
the excuse for the restless search for the helpless,
trying to step out the mma octagon, boxers square, sumo circle
 or drama triangle, can you try and use sight from my angle?
 Cos when you feel rejected it’s hard not to resent it
and even if you consciously forgive your heart’s subconsciously protected.
Protected from past pain but when you add insecurity
you instinctively protect it from false fears that you’ve projected.
:-):-)
Double time for the grime, in da grimy city,
dis goes out to Londoners rhyming wit me,
and Bristol ravers ravin wit me,
n cheeky blaggers – banter’s witty,
hoods up on the dancefloor, mosh pits are hardcore,
djs rinsing da bass lines ya asked for,
we find the rewind, no time for fast forward,
can’t swat this fly rhyme best find your passport –
Cos we a take you pon a journey,
no Co d,  no need for attorney,
just heads in speakers, crepes not sneakers,
gals in custom leopard print addidas.
When tings get peak it’s when you need this,
dancefloor therapy. I get a bit deep kids.
It’s what I’m known for – a wealth of philosophy.
Know yourself, be your own authority.
🙂

I have been getting the same lesson in different ways for at least 3 years – love yourself. Well what do I see here? And for most of the past twenty years my message has been to love each other, 20 years of love your sister and brother, after some tougher lessons I started to sing songs about loving ourselves. More E X P to level up my stealth and my health. Before Kendrick puOn Friday, 11 March 2016, Operation: Bless Everyt’ing <thcsociety@gmail.com> wrote:

I’ve been getting the same lesson in different ways for at least

3 years – love yourself. Well what do I see here?

And for twenty years my message was to “love each other” ,

20 years of spitting positive t’ings like “love your sister and brother”,

after tougher lessons I sang about loving ourselves, to level up

My health. Years before Kendrick put out ‘I Love Myself’.

But despite a wealth of lessons I still suffered self loathing,

from loving my own style… to self conscious in clothing,

self esteem issues, depression, denial led to confusion,

I found the roots of them problems but still searched for a solution.

I was still putting other people first, the blessing and the curse…

but yes King, still asking what’s worse?

Gotta look after myself and live with liberty,

not assume people are judging me… negatively.

Truth is most people who meet me likely to like me…

and truth is most people who know me already love me,

why should i care? It’s not like they’re gonna fight me…

or even shove me, probably not even gonna judge me.

So what? I thought I was an unattractive teenager,

miserable teenager, but most teens are seeking a saviour,

come on solve them first world problems, misfit among misfits

– skinny and black. They called me a twiglet,

constant rejection made me hate my reflection,

Women like nice guys when they’re older, wiser, n over facing tension.

too many teeth in my early teens and braces in late teens,

losing faith seemed I was choosing fake dreams.

But I’ve manifested my wildest dreams since then, with bravery and an ink pen

at Festivals in tents, Yep, life can be intense….

I was always over sensitive and nobody gave a damn, to be honest it

was my ‘best’ friends who told me to shut up about politics.

My opinion didn’t matter… before radio show hosts…

asked for the opinion of the rapper looking dapper.

… Why would I even try to fit in?

… Why would I care what another kid thinks?

Why did I wanna see my name in the bright lights,

Why did I want my name on flyers and newspapers in print?

I couldn’t be fake, or walk another path another way.

I had to be myself, misfit outsider, they  loved me anyway.

I love myself. It’s true to more than just a certain extent.

More than 110 percent. We’re ALL worthy.

Bottom line’s not a lesson but I used to question my ability

to function in normal society… it hurts me.

But “It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society” – Krishnamurti.

But we’re all one with each other and infinity… Hope they heard me.

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Unfinished self-help therapy poem

19884358_10212001394004620_5975987477023967020_nUnfinished exercise in turning some specific self help principles into a poem…

 

Even though I sometimes experience anxiety or depression
I fully love and accept myself. And I question
If depression’s a reflection of compassion and empathy
And anxiety of mission Impossible to please everybody. Then you see
Despite the fact that I’m not that rich or famous (yet)I fully love and respect myself. Aim to be shameless, yep,

Shame is fear of being ostracized, kicked out the cave by the tribe, but you’ve got to be yourself to attract peeps on your vibe.
I may not be a megastar but its mission accomplished,
I’ll never know how many I inspired worldwide.
I may not be that famous but I’m respected, seen people cry
at poetry my soul had to write, and didn’t have to try.
Crying at poems that seemed written synchronistically specifically
for that specific moment of inspiring lyrically
A friend told me one of my lyrics changed his life.
“Vulnerability is a strength.” I’m saying this twice.
Vulnerability is a strength and repression or suppression
only leads to depression, so heal it with expression.
Even though I know ego, lust and anger and pride
Tend not to help but only add a bumpy ride,

I still feel and sometimes indulge in negative emotions.
Even though I studied Buddha, Christ and Tao with devotion

I still fully love, appreciate, am grateful for and accept
My negative emotions and maintain self respect. It’s not about over indulging in negativity, just not living in denial or living in shame, let it be.
We can be hard as Pai Mei on ourselves sometimes on our spiritual quests. Remember just like everyone else we’re all trying our best. Remember to stop thinking for a moment, drop your shoulders and rest…

 

Vulnerability is a strength… If you swim to the deep end better swim the length… I think we need to find positive new jobs for the soldiers. Stop thinking… relax… drop your shoulders.

Vulnerability is a strength… If you swim to the deep end better swim the length…

 

 

Talking about activism

I resonate with this so I am reblogging…

Druid Life

Most forms of activism are about communication. It’s the business of educating and informing, challenging, sometimes even demanding. Activists identify things that need to change, and, by word and deed, attempt to get others on board with that change. It may be about changing views held in the dominant culture, changing laws, changing behaviour and it can be needful in any aspect of human activity.

I’ve been involved with all kinds of activism for most of my adult life, and I notice there are ways of doing it that work better than others. I know there’s a widespread feeling that too much negativity doesn’t serve any cause, but this is going to be a blog all about the negatives. Much depends on context, and on working out what serves the situation, but some things never have much mileage in them.

  1. Alienating people who could have been persuaded to get onside…

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Near Death Experience Research bars? #NDE

Near Death Experience

Dr Jeffrey Long conducted the largest study ever
on near death experiences, I love the endeavour,
that’s right, near death experience study,
Sounds like it could be the weirdest thing to investigate buddy,
A study of near death experiences? But we make sense if
we investigate it if many experience this.
If you think he’s a woo woo psuedoscientist?
WRONG. DOCTOR Jeffrey Long’s a radiation oncologist.
He’s a scientist and medical doctor with
Years of experience in medical science. He’s on the list
With Lynn McTaggart and Bruce Lipton,
So of your own ignorance you won’t be a victim
He’s on the board of the international association

for near death studies that spans every nation
and started the non profit organisation – The Near Death Experience Research Foundation.
I repeat – he conducted the largest study ever in
on near death experiences, and I love the endeavour,
Over thirteen hundred people in the first ten years
answered over a hundred questions in his detailed questionnaires.
All people who died, heart stopped, brain stopped, yet recovered. Wonder what they discovered, what the study uncovered?
Well he’s convinced an afterlife exists,
What some call soul, at the least consciousness or awareness persists.
Indeed perception on the other side is heightened. A blind

person had sight they didn’t have in life and was initially frightened.
Near death experiences are generally consistent all over the globe,
Regardless of culture, religion, or dogmatic code.
Out of body sights verified by those present when they died,
They couldn’t see with closed unconscious eyes, proving they ain’t lied.
Some were under general anesthesia, when conscious experience
should be impossible, read the stories they’re intense.
God is light and love beyond description, and doesn’t judge
life but you may judge yourself in a life-review
Experiencing your effects on others from their point of view.
So now you know what you might expect what are you going to do?

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You may appreciate this message I received from Dr Long almost as much as I did (I sent the poem above to him) –
Wow! Thanks! That is an excellent and remarkable rap / poem! Please feel free to quote a paragraph from Evidence of the Afterlife. Your rap / poem is great! Go for it and thanks again!

Kindest regards,

-Jeffrey

Happy Kevin 😁

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UK Election Results #ANewHope

So we blew up their Death Star but the evil Empire still clings on for dear life… No time for the Rebel Alliance to hold back. Gold leader, standing by…

Well it is obvious now that people under 30 generally don’t believe the mainstream media, saw through the bias, and saw through the lies. The only reason Labour has in-fighting is because Tony Blair and his cronies tried to make it right wing for 20 years. Corbyn just has to do pest control to get New Labour Blairites out.
We need to start boycotting newspapers that just repeat Tory agenda. The papers have said for years that Corbyn is a weak leader and nobody likes him, the election results proved that wrong. Now we need young people to dialogue with the old, banks and politicians created the financial crisis – not immigrants or people on benefits.
Rupert Murdoch owns half the tabloids that told you what to think, he wants tax breaks for the rich (The Sun is NOT the voice of the working class.)
The Tories would PERSONALLY and FINANCIALLY benefit ​from NHS privatisation through the companies they have shares in, that is not even a question. That fact alone should be enough to turn everyone off them.
If the older generation also get it through their heads that politicians and newspapers lie to them, and that’s a rational, financially logical conclusion, not a conspiracy theory, we might actually see some real and positive change.
Austerity is stealing from the working class to give to the rich and it was justified by lies.
But for now, ha ha and ha again. The next generation will be even more aware than this one.


But what next?

What is the actual goal?

 

To encourage activism? to encourage a coalition? is it an emotional goal or a political goa? Emotional goals have their value too sometimes we just need to express.

Well I’m not up for protesting for the sake of protesting. That only works if you cost them money or bad publicity, and as ‘they’ own the media it’s rarely bad publicity for them. And as ‘they’ have agent provacateurs it’s often bad publicity for activists.

Well my goal is education. I will get involved in campaigns and actions that educate people on some simple facts – the Tories will financially benefit from NHS privatisation through the companies they have shares in and the newspapers have continually lied to us about Corbyn. I will not gather with placards unless we also have leaflets or something to change hearts and minds, because protesting for the sake of protesting doesn’t seem to work in my experience. It’s cathartic and emotionally healing but unless we educate people or unless the protest costs the people we’re protesting against money they are relatively ineffectual, preaching to the converted while giving agent provocateurs an opportunity to make us look bad.
I’m sure alot of us went on the biggest march this country has ever seen against the war in Iraq and they just ignored us and killed lots of people. I’m willing to implement solutions… but I’m personally only interested in coordinated information and education spreading. Tories are basically voted in by people who believe newspapers lies, and I am willing to be part of the solution. But my past and my race make me a target at protests, I’m a known social activist and an ex-front line activist.

 


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For the people who think the New World Order is a theory here’s footage of Bush senior speaking about it in the 80s…
And for the people who think I’m just cottoning on I made this video in 2011 I think and it was old to me then….
But especially for the people who liked my Star Wars reference 😉

ps LYRICS

 

 

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False Flags – what are they? And have they ever been proven?

To that I say…
1 it is never too early to discuss who might be the perpetrators of tragic events. If there is any question that may be asked it should be asked.
And…
2 nowhere in this article will I specifically claim any recent events were a false flag, I am merely proving that false flags do exist. Once that step has been taken and those facts accepted you can discuss recent events amongst yourselves.

Do you know what the phrase False Flag means?

If your answer includes the phrase “crisis actor” you are wrong. Most false flags have real victims, the only thing false about them are the scapegoats who are lied about, and blamed as the perpetrators. Has this ever happened? Yes. It’s been both proven and admitted. So, no, it’s not a ridiculous idea and that much I can and will prove.
“false flag describes covert operations that are designed to deceive in such a way that activities appear as though they are being carried out by entities, groups, or nations other than those who actually planned and executed them.

Historically, the term “false flag” has its origins in naval warfare where the use of a flag other than the belligerent’s true battle flag before (but not while) engaging the enemy has long been accepted as a permissible ruse de guerre; by contrast, flying a false flag while engaging the enemy constitutes perfidy.[1]

Operations carried out during peace-time by civilian organizations, as well as covert government agencies, can (by extension) also be called false flag operations if they seek to hide the real organization behind an operation.. Wikipedia

It doesn’t necessarily need “crisis actors” in fact sadly they usually have real victims.

A false flag is not necessarily something that didn’t happen, it is usually something that did happen but was either blamed on the wrong people or allowed to happen. I’m not claiming people were not hurt or killed, I’m not even claiming this was a false flag yet. I’m just asking questions and giving people reasons to question the narrative.

I’m surprised how many people are already talking about it more openly than I normally would. This sort of talk invited insults and ridicule ten years ago, but now I’m often preaching to the converted.
 
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Before I get to the historical false flags I will address the assumption that our government may have been that brutal in the past but would never stopped so  low as to kill and lie for financial reasons. Actually the Chilcott enquiry proved politicians will bomb children over a lie. History has proved politicians will bomb children over lies. The fact that some can’t believe it is actually evidence of your denial, letting pensioners die, disabled people die, and people who can’t afford health care die is just the blunt side of a regime that doesn’t give a fuck about human life. Most of these ‘gullible sheep’ came to their conclusions based on years of research, not a quick Google. Research you’ve evidently never done or this would all sound less crazy to you. I know several historical facts less crazy than this scenario.
 
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In case you think the whole idea is ridiculous and no government would ever do that… (6) The British government admits that – between 1946 and 1948 – it bombed 5 ships carrying Jews attempting to flee the Holocaust to seek safety in Palestine, set up a fake group called “Defenders of Arab Palestine”, and then had the psuedo-group falsely claim responsibility for the bombings (and see this, this and this). (7) Israel admits that in 1954, an Israeli terrorist cell operating in Egypt planted bombs in several buildings, including U.S. diplomatic facilities, then left behind “evidence” implicating the Arabs as the culprits (one of the bombs detonated prematurely, allowing the Egyptians to identify the bombers, and several of the Israelis later confessed) (and see this and this). (8) The CIA admits that it hired Iranians in the 1950’s to pose as Communists and stage bombings in Iran in order to turn the country against its democratically-elected prime minister. (9) The Turkish Prime Minister admitted that the Turkish government carried out the 1955 bombing on a Turkish consulate in Greece – also damaging the nearby birthplace of the founder of modern Turkey – and blamed it on Greece, for the purpose of inciting and justifying anti-Greek violence. (10) The British Prime Minister admitted to his defense secretary that he and American president Dwight Eisenhower approved a plan in 1957 to carry out attacks in Syria and blame it on the Syrian government as a way to effect regime change. (11) The former Italian Prime Minister, an Italian judge, and the former head of Italian counterintelligence admit that NATO, with the help of the Pentagon and CIA, carried out terror bombings in Italy and other European countries in the 1950s and blamed the communists, in order to rally people’s support for their governments in Europe in their fight against communism. As one participant in this formerly-secret program stated: “You had to attack civilians, people, women, children, innocent people, unknown people far removed from any political game. The reason was quite simple. They were supposed to force these people, the Italian public, to turn to the state to ask for greater security” (and see this) (Italy and other European countries subject to the terror campaign had joined NATO before the bombings occurred). And watch this BBC special. They also allegedly carried out terror attacks in France, Belgium, Denmark, Germany, Greece, the Netherlands, Norway, Portugal, the UK, and other countries. Read more: http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/WRHARTICLES/42falseflags.php#ixzz4htNadB8U
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There is a bit of a debate over whether or not Theresa May’s husband owns shares in G4S (so I am withdrawing that bit from my evidence pile but mentioning the fact that people argue about it for you to draw your own conclusions and do your own research.) But there is plenty of evidence that G4S is ‘dodgy asf’.

“Although the NYPD has denied any relation to the shooter, Mateen’s employer, G4S, has some interesting links to previous terrorist events. And it benefits from terrorism.

Mateen worked for the British company G4S since 2007. Throughout that time, G4S has been what people might call a private, special operations military outfit. It is said to be three times the size of the British military. In 2012, a G4S employee was charged with making a bomb threat at the Olympics. Similar bomb threats were connected to G4S in 2013 and May 2016.

Previously called Securicor, G4S provided security at all three airports affected by the 9/11 attacks. Securicor/G4S had bought Argenbright Security—the 9/11 airport security firm—just nine months before the 9/11 attacks. The company later ran operations at Guantanamo Bay.” From http://www.washingtonsblog.com/2016/06/orlando_g4s.html

 
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Does it matter whether the terrorists are here or there? What matters is they only win if we  get so scared we can’t love and so scared we can’t share. They don’t want you to be happy. They want you to be stressed. They want you to be scared. They don’t want you to go out, share love and live your life without being a microchipped, monitored slave to fear.
So what we gonna do? We gonna keep on loving. We gonna keep spreading the love. We gonna find solutions rather than problems.
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If you mind is sufficiently open to question recent events, may I suggest you start here with an article by John Pilger… – https://off-guardian.org/2017/06/03/terror-in-britain-what-did-the-prime-minister-know/
And if you’re up for something more  a light-hearted I wrote these lyrics for Who Cares months before the recent attacks “most people just want to know ‘who can we blame’ and after that it’s back to ‘who won the game?’ The banks and politicians have been performing the greatest robbery while immigrants get blamed for the lack of jobs and the economy. Luckily I remember the words of Malcolm X warning me, ‘the media will have you thanking your oppressors and blaming the oppressed…'” Light-hearted? Well I’m dressed as Spider-man dancing like a cross between Michael Jackson and Beyonce…