Tax Returns (Solidarity!)

Things I never learned at school…

How to do accounts. What an invoice is. How to make one. How to do a tax return. What a mortgage is. What it means (“mort” = death {mortal}, and “gage” = grip…)
What government means (“govern” = control, and “ment” = mind {mental}…)
Oh, and normal people have to go to court, not just the bad guys on Agatha Christie dramas.

(Just saying, my parents actually did a great job considering you couldn’t teach me anything I didn’t want to learn and teachers do a great job considering they’re told what to teach by OFSTED who work for the government, the mind-controllers {it’s not a conspiracy theory, it’s etymology}.

Solution? Teach the children

I decided to be a writer, performer and teacher because that’s what I love doing, inspiring. I don’t like Maths or paperwork. `but if you are going to be self employed occasionally you have to be an accountant. Thank you facebook for helping to ‘normalise’ the idea that being self-employed forces you to be a part time accountant and I never wanted to be an accountant. Seems I was not the only one who is neither good at it, nor likes doing it. But it’s done, for the greater benefit. “You are noooot alooooooone….”

I do it though. But there were times I had ideological and emotional issues with it. When I had an issue with it to that extent I was squatting and I wasn’t accepting benefits. But even when I ate out of skips I was surviving off the excesses of western civilisation. And even if I grew all my own food I would still be buying seeds from that system, everything is connected. My issue is that they tell us they don’t have the money for our health system or to fund renewable resources then spend billions on war. It’s a massive grey area and moaning about it doesn’t solve anything but also moaning about people who have the vision to see that we are governed by a corrupt and hypocritical system and seek to find ways out of it is not solving anything either. I’m paying my taxes now, yes, and don’t expect to get criticised. But I’m not happy about it and neither expect to get criticised. If you want to point fingers point them at Starbucks and Vodaphone, both of which have allegedly failed to pay millions in taxes. Just saying, just data.

So HMRC, as a self employed writer and entertainer I did everything from hosting kids parties to running an open mic to MCing to Jungle to compering acoustic nights to teaching workshops at schools last year. “What sort of self-employed work do you do?” I don’t have a f*cking clue mate! Whatever I’m offered that I know I’m good at or suspect I would be good at? Can’t put that on a form, so you’re getting “Holistic Inspiration – Performance, Writing and Teaching” (because I don’t get paid to be a cosmic orgasm facilitator, that’s voluntary.)

Teach the children.

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Marshawn Lynch Owes Us Nothing

#marshawnlynch gets paid to play football, the rest is a violation of his human rights. Freedom of speech includes the right not to speak, freedom of movement includes the right not to move. Why being successful means those rights no longer exist makes no sense to me. The last time he made headlines for not speaking he spoke about his charity dinner for the hood but instead of championing his decision to focus on helping others he was told off for not talking about football. You notice when he doesn’t say what you want him to say but you don’t notice when he does say what his heart wants him to say.


Seattle Seahawks star running back Marshawn Lynch has made a sport of ignoring the press. At Super Bowl media day on Tuesday, he answered questions with a stock response: “I’m just here so I won’t get fined.” He uttered that phrase 29 times in less than five minutes. (Reportedly, the NFL threatened Lynch with a $500,000 fine if he didn’t show). During Wednesday’s media session, he switched things up a bit. “You know why I’m here,” Lynch said 14 times.

Lynch’s performance sparked the typical finger-wagging. “Crass Act,” screamed one columnist. Boycott Skittles! (Lynch has a confectionery deal).

Or is Lynch actually an American hero?

Then there was this tweet:

Wow, that’s quite a proclamation…

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Blossoming Branches (Prophecy Part 2)

Blossoming branches got em enchanted walking uncharted waters on Mars kids.

These are not the only trees that we planted in the seasons of Harvest… “I menstruate Gold… it makes the soil fertile”

were nearly planet Earths last words, but we let her bleed on the pastures… You should have seen her smile.

But do words carry less weight off the dead weight of paper made from her wild.. trees if they’re just in my phone or Microsoft word file?

Rocking a black Scully, Mulder reopen X-Files at nerd file, and store my words I know for the future they’re worthwhile.

Short moments of relaxation whatever’s testing patience in mayhem – I’m surrounded by serenity like group meditations. .

You think Anarchy means mayhem, carnage, and riots? No. It just means without rulers. We could live in the flow.

Do we need to reclaim these words for their true meaning? Has it already gone too far, am I only dreaming?

You think feminist means ‘man hater?’ Do me a favour, Have you got to see apparently a true feminist just wants equality.

Do we need to reclaim these words for their true meaning? Has it already gone too far, am I only dreaming?

But if I try to define words I find my own hypocrisy cos there’s no independent nature to an ideology.

Just grey areas, grey but no shade, just blurred lines but no Robin Thick, no low grade.

I used to just want to inspire people, I cared for no wage. I still want to inspire but now expect to get so paid.

Pause… “hey why did you just put the pause on?” are you ready for a reality check of an epic proportion?

Okay then, “normalisation of an intense vibration” …please proceed with caution.

I once believed we were part of prophecies of ‘Shambhala Warriors’ and of ‘Rainbow Warriors’ destined to save the world with people of all colours.

Sometimes I still believe that. But truth is I used to need that Now I see that was just a story I indulged in to replace stories I was avoiding,

cos the stories that we’re born in sin, or born for no reason, or born just to make money were stories I was more than annoyed in.

But a story of prophecy was an inspiring one of more glory but I’m more likely to fulfill prophecy if i let go of stories paradoxically.

But now I know I am an open-ended benefit creator my destiny aint changed but it ain’t ever been greater

and my destiny is Heaven sent, in the illusion of time my past and present is just like my future, power-born open-ended benefit.

For the benefit of all. Not restricted by context or pretext it is Open ended benefit for the benefit of all is where I’m ending it.

So I may as well just rest with it. Truly there’s nothing else I can do but thank the trainers and community I found through Balanced View.

[Exaltation Addendum]

To be true you see I mainly owe that to the Balanced View team training and community which may be the best tool to see

 ourselves as power born, beneficial beings and stop it being victims or villains we’re seeing

there’s no independent nature, so called villains are there for the benefit… and we’re all one with them.



Monsanto Eerily Mimics Archon Behavior Depicted in Nag Hammadi Gnostic Texts

This article I found is a compelling read for anyone interested on in the roots of the conspiracy facts or the seemingly stereotypically evil actions of Monsanto in recent years. However, it’s just data, just a story. Even if it were all true if we are being controlled by beings that feed on fear the moat practical thing we could do is not be afraid and not spread more fear. So be love and spread love.

I love you, I’m sorry for ever perceiving negativity, please forgive me and thank you.

I once believed we were Rainbow Warriors and our shared destiny was to save the world with people of all colours. Sometimes I still believe that.

But now I know I am an open-ended benefit creator and my destiny, indeed in the illusion of time my past, present and my future always was, always is and always will be open-ended benefit. For the benefit of all.

I owe that knowledge to the Balanced View training and community which may be the best tool to stop seeing ourselves as victims of outside villains. But this article is still an interesting read if you share my interests…

Monsanto Eerily Mimics Archon Behavior Depicted in Nag Hammadi Gnostic Texts.


I find an alarming consortium of dots reaching out from a distant past to converge with synchronistic connecting points to the here and now. From the Archons described in Gnostic texts, to the actions and agenda of Monsanto with its fascination for recreating, or mimicking, the natural world with synthesized versions: fake food, fake trees, fake insects, fake humans, fake weather…etc.

Much has been made of the Nag Hammadi Gnostic texts, discovered in 1945, Egypt. Vested interests from an entrenched Patriarchy are present everywhere to filter the seeing and hearing of any new findings. Because of this, what was before, survives to us today in a very chaotic and incoherent form, mainly because the bulk of human history, what ever contradicts the manufactured and established paradigm, has been destroyed by the savage barbarity which replaced it. Only skewed snippets flash before our eyes through the adversarial filters of a Christian monopoly.

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History of a Real MC (raps about poetry and poems about rapping part 2)

History of a Real MC

(raps about poetry and poems about rapping part 2)

Before Kate Tempest was big… We used to jam with Planetman at the end of his gig That was festival season 2007, full Of good memories, I couldn’t be resentful The first open mic I did… With Yungun aka Essa, at a night hosted by Taskforce, why would I fib. With Ricochet of universal soldiers, My Edmonton rhyme mentor with bare shotters on his shoulders, The mic was scaleded, the mans dem applauded, Highbury estate Bury crew and mudfam. Not recorded. I was only 16, a little bit lean, Before canibus and eminem had battle Mcs spitting mean. Early days but some of my so called biggest gigs Were early days at a time in-between. My bredrin Sparxillva I met at university The cue ball and 8 ball, he would trade a verse with me, Jungle or DnB but we loved hip-hop, our Holy Communion We supported some of the biggest names in our students union We opened for Adam F. Altern8, LTJ Bukem. I skinned up for Ian Brown, we kept the dancefloor cookin. Years later I’m jamming with Dub FX and Mr Woodnote, did they meet in the magpie? Yeah, I should know. Who helped convince Dub to move to Bristol? Yeah, KP n Craig did. Dub FX has a great affirmation. “I’ve already made it.” Years later im in Stokescroft basements in Bristol cafes, Knowing I’ll look back and say they weren’t bad days. Chatting to Sonny Green, glad I had patience, Glad to have faith in… The next generation, Indigo children, crystal children, those are just new boxes to get out of but I feel them, They walk in their own shoes when they fill them, And have wisdom beyond age, time and space, and reveal them. remind me best days are not behind me cos you’ll find me At best raves in conversation with the next generation. I could have more fame n I used to feel so resentful The universe says “lack of mainstream success is heaven-sent, fool! Communities you respect the values of respect you, Musicians, and activists, rappers, poets too. The free-party people, healers, the festival crew, But most important is that you respect, love and accept YOU.” I started performing when I was 16, and kept my sword sharp, But started writing aged 11. Depressed in the dark. I’m still not where my HEAD WANTS to be, so I’m sensitive bout my art. But im always where I’m meant to be, and this I know in my heart.

If you’ve helped me on my path and I never thanked you, I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me… And thank you.

If we left a broken planet cos we rolled with gas tanks full. I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you.

Thanks for the big ups, more love, MORE FIRE! more wealth, Because I’m fully loving and accepting myself.

To everyone I know, all love and respect due. Remember to respect, to love and accept you.

“Intentions are limitations. You decide you want a front-row parking place. You intend it. But Divinity gives you a parking place a mile away. Why? Because you need to walk more. Let go.” from ‘Zero Limits’ by Joe Vitale and Ihaleakala Hew Len

Kevin ‘Kev the Poet’ Panton

August 2012

New Moon in Aquarius manifestations (Imbolc New Moon, First New Moon of 2015)

New Moon in Aquarius manifestations and gratitude {with references to Hip-Hop culture}

(Imbolc New Moon, First New Moon of 2015)

First things first, first new moon of 2015, Imbolc new moon. More love.

It’s not quite Imbolc, or rather the Imbolc full moon is earlier than usual this year. “Imbolc, also called (Saint) Brigid’s Day, is a Gaelic (also Celtic/Druidic) festival marking the beginning of spring. Most commonly it is held on 1 February, or about halfway between the winter solstice and the spring equinox.” According to Wiki.

However Rebekah Shaman sys of this new moon, “Usually the Aquarius new moon heralds the beginning of spring and the first stirrings of nature waking up from its winter slumber. This year it is early, and nature is still very much in hibernation so its the perfect time to go within and review and integrate the last year so we can move forward with more awareness…” She goes on to say, “This Aquarius new moon is the first new moon of the year, and a good one for birthing a new vision. Symbolised by the water-bearer, she represents purification and cleaning out the old, just as the Romans did every February, indeed ‘Februaruius’ literally means ‘month of purification’.”


However, it’s ALL just data, good to remember that. This part inspired me the most though… “This is a good time for writers, poets, performers, artists etc. to get creative, as it is the moon for independent thought, being strong-willed and creating your visions… Allow the revolutionary energy of the Aquarius new Moon to bring even greater inspiration, creativity and clarity to your visions and projects.”

So without further ado…

May I maintain a state of mind that is so content with whatever’s appearing, regardless of circumstances that I no longer need manifestation lists, whether that’s by me stop thinking for short moments many times until it becomes continuous, or by meditation, or mere acceptance of who I am and what I’m experiencing (self love). May I become more confident in knowing the nature of my own mind. Regardless of the thoughts, feelings and emotions that arise may I remember to relax.

A brief aside on Hip-Hop culture, and record sales. Two of Hip-Hop’s highest hopes have released albums today. I wonder if they know it’s the New Moon? Lupe Fiasco is one of Hip-Hops most politically aware rappers and Joey Bada$$ is one of Hip-Hop’s most spiritually aware rappers and they both released albums today (it’s actually Joey’s birthday.) May Joey Bada$$ and Lupe Fiasco sell lots of records and may they help make intelligent, political and/or spiritual lyrics cool in Hip-Hop again (because it’s good for humanity but also because then I can sell lots of records too.) And closer to home, may Avalon Roots sell loads of albums (because they’re nice and deserve it, but also the album is great and that vibe and those lyrics being spread is just good for the planet in general.) For the record, Avalon Roots make reggae and their roots are in England, Australia and Barbados but I think it’s accurate to say they have mainly built their reputation playing at UK festivals for the past few years. I am pretty certain that they’re release date Jan 23rd, was deliberately aimed at the New Moon. Cos they more or less said so.

Back to the wizardry. May I continue to enjoy my Steiner School course, may I make more than enough money to continue to buy books for the course, buy Oyster cards to see my friends and family in London and more money for plane tickets to see the friends worldwide and more money for bigger events. More money to help my mum pay rent and to square up old debts. May I get enough gigs to get me out of London as frequently as I have been lucky enough to do recently and soak up more countryside time.

May I have more cuddle time with the Goddess, whether it’s one special Goddess or lots of platonic love, more love and affection is always a good thing.

May my confidence, mojo, self esteem get back to 110% so I can fearlessly continue the projects I have put on the backburner. I have more ideas than I have the confidence to carry them out sometimes, and sometimes I have had the confidence but not the resources. May I have the confidence and resources, financial and otherwise, at the same time to make epic events, epic music videos, epic kickstarter projects AND finish my play and comic book! But confidence comes and goes, there is nothing wrong with being depressed occasionally or suffering anxiety occasionally, these things happen to everyone and are entirely natural occurrences. May my relationship with my afflictive states remain healthy and aware.

May I learn the difference between fear and intuition. I am happy if my intuition says don’t do it. But how do I know it’s not just fear? That is a question I have been asking for a while.

May I dare to live outside my comfort zone to achieve more.

But looping back to the start – may I hold the state of mind that is content with whatever appears, accept the basic nature of my intelligence as that with mother-nature. May my open intelligence be primary at all times therefore no longer need lists like these.

I thank the universe, which is one with all of our shared open intelligence, the universal consciousness, for teaching me such valuable lessons from my challenging emotions, or afflictive states, and I thank the universe for the love and abundance that I witness in my present. It’s all exalted.



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OWLS – Symbology

The opening paragraph is written by me. The rest was collated from various websites, links for the original sources are posted beneath each extract.

Owls. I keep seeing owls.

I have just discovered that the crone is associated with winter and the owl is associated with the crone. Interesting that the Winter is associated with The Crone aspect of the Goddess and it is this winter, since January 1st actually, that Owls have been coming in thick and fast, live ones, dead ones, owls on tattoos, owls on t-shirts, owls on facebook videos, owls, owls owls…

In Hinduism, an owl is the vahana, mount, of the Goddess Lakshmi.

I have always associated owls with wisdom. This link goes back at least as far as Ancient Greece, where Athens, noted for art and scholarship, and Athena, Athens’ patron goddess and the goddess of wisdom, had the owl as a symbol.

But it’s all just data, just a story…

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Owls – Symbology and Mythology.
(Cailleach, Oidhche, Comachag)
The word “cailleach” in the Scottish-Gaelic means old woman!, “coileach-oidhche” is the word for owl, believe it or not it means “night-cockerel”! These birds were most often associated with the Crone aspect of the Goddess. The owl is often a guide to and through the Underworld, a creature of keen sight in darkness, and a silent and swift hunter. It can help unmask those who would deceive you or take advantage of you.
Owls are believed to have played a more prominent role in early Celtic cults, and could perhaps have derived from a more broadly based deity of a common European descent. Predating the Greek cult of Athene, for whom the owl was an animal attribute, were images of these mysterious birds in Celtic lands.
Owl Meanings in the Realms of Animal Symbolism

The owl is sacred to the Greek goddess of learning, Athena and is even depicted on some Greco-Roman currency as a symbol of status, intelligence and of course, wealth.

In ancient Egyptian, Celtic, and Hindu cultures the symbolic meaning of owl revolved around guardianship of the underworlds, and a protection of the dead.

In this light the owl was ruler of the night and seer of souls. A misunderstanding of this necessary relationship gave the owl some negative associations with death.

It should be clear that the owl was honored as the keeper of spirits who had passed from one plane to another. Often myth indicates the owl accompanying a spirit to the underworld – winging it’s newly freed soul from the physical world into the realm of spirit.

Being aware of the owl’s symbolic meanings is a good way to connect with this fascinating creatures, and also become more in-tune with the owl’s wisdom.
The owl spirit animal is emblematic of a deep connection with wisdom and intuitive knowledge. If you have the owl as totem or power animal, you’re likely to have the ability to see what’s usually hidden to most. When the spirit of this animal guides you, you can see the true reality, beyond illusion and deceit. The owl also offers for those who have it a personal totem the inspiration and guidance necessary to deeply explore the unknown and the magic of life.
Owl Symbolism

Symbolic meanings for the owl are:

Intuition, ability to see what others do not see
The presence of the owl announces change
Capacity to see beyond deceit and masks
The traditional meaning of the owl spirit animal is the announcer of death, most likely symbolic like a life transition, change

Owl Totem Quotes

“Don’t count your owls before they are delivered.”
Albus Dumbledore in Harry Potter

“A wise old owl sat on an oak; The more he saw the less he spoke; The less he spoke the more he heard; Why aren’t we like that wise old bird?”

The owl spirit animal and the power to see in the dark

The owl sees in the dark: As a spirit animal, the owl guides you to see beyond the veil of deception and illusion; it helps see what’s kept hidden. It also symbolizes the ability to cut through illusions and see the real meaning of someone’s action or state of mind.

When the owl is one of your power animals, you have a strong intuition and can access information and wisdom that’s usually hidden to most. The spirit of this animal encourages you to look beyond deceiving appearances into the true reality of a situation or a person’s motives.

The owl is a strong spirit guide for discernment and making decision based solid foundations. Call on the owl totem when you have to assess a situation or are going through confusing times.