The Urge – Depression and Anxiety in the Face of Demonic Politics

“The urge to what, to be demonic carbon copies who work for the machine? the urge to be celebrities who hate their lives and get cosmetic surgery to be attractive until gossip mags or tabloids finally get an unflattering photo of them in tracksuits on the way to the supermarket? The urge to earn moneyContinue reading “The Urge – Depression and Anxiety in the Face of Demonic Politics”

Self Love and Acceptance – LYRICS

https://m.soundcloud.com/kevthepoet/self-love-self-acceptance-demo  SoundCloud link! The past is the past we ALL have SOME darkness on THAT shelf… I FULLY LOVE AND ACCEPT MYSELF. LIKE ON THE DANCEFLOOR YOU LOVE AND ACCEPT YOURSELF… WE FULLY LOVE AND ACCEPT OURSELVES Even though I may have done things I judged negatively in the past, I fully love and acceptContinue reading “Self Love and Acceptance – LYRICS”

Projections, Depressions and Lessons

Is it a tragic comedy or comedic tragedy or dream, is reality a holographic projector screen? Do we see what we believe or believe what we’ve seen? Do we all have a holographic projector screen? If I get down, I get up and rise, I spread my wings and fly friendly skies, No need forContinue reading “Projections, Depressions and Lessons”

Forgiveness, Healing and Empathy #forgiveness #healing #empathy #depression #anxiety

“…it’s a shame when you forgive consciously but something in your bones can’t help but try to avoid getting hurt again… ” I wrote that recently. I wrote this three months ago – “There are times to work and times to rest, like seasons, either are fine and neither are to be judged as wrongContinue reading “Forgiveness, Healing and Empathy #forgiveness #healing #empathy #depression #anxiety”

Antisocial / Social Anxiety – both or neither? #depression #anxiety

For the record, between epic social events I’ve committed to – particularly one’s I am performing at and therefore committed to attending – I am generally an anti-social bastard. Do not take it personally. There are several reasons for this, social awkwardness, social anxiety, 15 years of partying, introvert habits I picked up during twoContinue reading “Antisocial / Social Anxiety – both or neither? #depression #anxiety”

Sometimes I’m Selfish and Greedy (but I’m usually a nice guy.)

Sometimes I’m selfish and greedy. This is the trait I dislike in people the most and the trait I dislike in myself the most, and the trait I am most ashamed of. Apparently I’ll have less anxiety and self-esteem issues if I learn to wear my ‘shame’ until I’m no longer ashamed of it. It’sContinue reading “Sometimes I’m Selfish and Greedy (but I’m usually a nice guy.)”

Cry Every Day

From now I don’t quite say that I vow but I try to make a decision to cry every day, “why would he say to cry every day”? cos life is just made for feeling, we hide every day instead of revealing, and when we don’t cry every day we lie every day to ourselves.Continue reading “Cry Every Day”

Darth Vader (I have stopped sleeping)

Approaching Darth Vader mode. Just because you don’r run from your own darkside does not mean you have to indulge in it. Yoda can throw lightning too if he wants to. People who want to be spiritual tend to deny their selfish side (which we all have) and their sexual side (which most of usContinue reading “Darth Vader (I have stopped sleeping)”

Once an MC always an MC? (Rapping my way through depression)

I have not felt like an MC for a while. Yet hand me a mic and a fat beat and I’m back there. I have not felt the need or desire to rap. This is new to me. I have felt the need and desire to rap since I was about 11 and it neverContinue reading “Once an MC always an MC? (Rapping my way through depression)”

10 Years of Bristol (9 years a Druid and 7 years aware of Balanced View)

10 Years of Bristol, 9 years a Druid and 7 years aware of Balanced View. I have recently moved back to London. This has prompted lots of reflection recently. One decade that spanned across Saturn’s return. 10 Years of Bristol, 10 years ago I left London and moved to Bristol. I had been getting depressedContinue reading “10 Years of Bristol (9 years a Druid and 7 years aware of Balanced View)”