On The Nature Of Anger #anger #anxiety #depression

About anger – I would like to crowdsource ideas on the nature of anger, the merits of anger and the dangers of anger (both the dangers of the expression of anger and the repression of anger) etc. There is a cultural context and a personal context (and I want to write while I’m feeling braveContinue reading “On The Nature Of Anger #anger #anxiety #depression”

Projections, Depressions and Lessons

Is it a tragic comedy or comedic tragedy or dream, is reality a holographic projector screen? Do we see what we believe or believe what we’ve seen? Do we all have a holographic projector screen? If I get down, I get up and rise, I spread my wings and fly friendly skies, No need forContinue reading “Projections, Depressions and Lessons”

Antisocial / Social Anxiety – both or neither? #depression #anxiety

For the record, between epic social events I’ve committed to – particularly one’s I am performing at and therefore committed to attending – I am generally an anti-social bastard. Do not take it personally. There are several reasons for this, social awkwardness, social anxiety, 15 years of partying, introvert habits I picked up during twoContinue reading “Antisocial / Social Anxiety – both or neither? #depression #anxiety”

Pride and Prejudice and UK Hip-Hop – Chester P, Daniel Waples and Lyrically Challenged

Not sure where I currently stand on boasting / self promotion.But as I have started to tell you all when I’m depressed or anxious I shouldn’t fail to share when I’m proud and pleased with myself. February 20th I shall be supporting one of my favourite rappers ever – Chester P of Taskforce – atContinue reading “Pride and Prejudice and UK Hip-Hop – Chester P, Daniel Waples and Lyrically Challenged”

More 0pen with Less Judgment

This… this has been brewing… There, but for a lack of education in the nature of the mind, go I. We are not taught to love ourselves, in fact we are assaulted every day by advertising that preys on our insecurities. We are not even taught how to breathe properly (unless you have a yogaContinue reading “More 0pen with Less Judgment”

Sometimes I’m Selfish and Greedy (but I’m usually a nice guy.)

Sometimes I’m selfish and greedy. This is the trait I dislike in people the most and the trait I dislike in myself the most, and the trait I am most ashamed of. Apparently I’ll have less anxiety and self-esteem issues if I learn to wear my ‘shame’ until I’m no longer ashamed of it. It’sContinue reading “Sometimes I’m Selfish and Greedy (but I’m usually a nice guy.)”

Cry Every Day

From now I don’t quite say that I vow but I try to make a decision to cry every day, “why would he say to cry every day”? cos life is just made for feeling, we hide every day instead of revealing, and when we don’t cry every day we lie every day to ourselves.Continue reading “Cry Every Day”

Feeling Happy (but leaving it at that would be far too simple…)

Feeling pretty damn happy. Actually no, I’ll say I’m content. I started happy but by the time of editing I had chilled out to the point of ‘content’. Contentness tends to last longer with more stability anyway. Considering even my most optimistic writings of recent times have been mainly inspired by my recent anxiety andContinue reading “Feeling Happy (but leaving it at that would be far too simple…)”

Darth Vader (I have stopped sleeping)

Approaching Darth Vader mode. Just because you don’r run from your own darkside does not mean you have to indulge in it. Yoda can throw lightning too if he wants to. People who want to be spiritual tend to deny their selfish side (which we all have) and their sexual side (which most of usContinue reading “Darth Vader (I have stopped sleeping)”

The Blame Game

Essentially we are power born, it may sometimes feel like we have no control what life throws at us (although some would argue that we attract the mirrors we experience and others would argue that between lifetimes we asked for all the lessons we get – both of those stories just hurt more when lifeContinue reading “The Blame Game”