Near Death Experience Research bars? #NDE

Near Death Experience

Dr Jeffrey Long conducted the largest study ever
on near death experiences, I love the endeavour,
that’s right, near death experience study,
Sounds like it could be the weirdest thing to investigate buddy,
A study of near death experiences? But we make sense if
we investigate it if many experience this.
If you think he’s a woo woo psuedoscientist?
WRONG. DOCTOR Jeffrey Long’s a radiation oncologist.
He’s a scientist and medical doctor with
Years of experience in medical science. He’s on the list
With Lynn McTaggart and Bruce Lipton,
So of your own ignorance you won’t be a victim
He’s on the board of the international association

for near death studies that spans every nation
and started the non profit organisation – The Near Death Experience Research Foundation.
I repeat – he conducted the largest study ever in
on near death experiences, and I love the endeavour,
Over thirteen hundred people in the first ten years
answered over a hundred questions in his detailed questionnaires.
All people who died, heart stopped, brain stopped, yet recovered. Wonder what they discovered, what the study uncovered?
Well he’s convinced an afterlife exists,
What some call soul, at the least consciousness or awareness persists.
Indeed perception on the other side is heightened. A blind

person had sight they didn’t have in life and was initially frightened.
Near death experiences are generally consistent all over the globe,
Regardless of culture, religion, or dogmatic code.
Out of body sights verified by those present when they died,
They couldn’t see with closed unconscious eyes, proving they ain’t lied.
Some were under general anesthesia, when conscious experience
should be impossible, read the stories they’re intense.
God is light and love beyond description, and doesn’t judge
life but you may judge yourself in a life-review
Experiencing your effects on others from their point of view.
So now you know what you might expect what are you going to do?



You may appreciate this message I received from Dr Long almost as much as I did (I sent the poem above to him) –
Wow! Thanks! That is an excellent and remarkable rap / poem! Please feel free to quote a paragraph from Evidence of the Afterlife. Your rap / poem is great! Go for it and thanks again!

Kindest regards,


Happy Kevin 😁






The Flower of Life, Coldplay, and consciousness

Someone’s gotta say it (in public, I’ve had this conversation privately twice now.) Anybody else a bit miffed about the fact that the sacred geometry symbol known as ‘the Flower of Life’ has gone fully mainstream on Coldplay’s new album cover? LOL I mean at least I haven’t got a tattoo, how many people are gonna get asked, “oh are you a Coldplay fan?” when someone sees their tattoo now? Like I said, someone had to say it. I remember when the only people putting the Flower of Life on T-shirts were either my friends or people I expected to soon be my friends.


I don’t have any particular problem with Coldplay (I liked their song Clocks until Radio 1 decided to play it a billion times a day, but I can’t blame Coldplay for that.) And sacred geometry has been mainstream but underground for centuries, it’s built into ancient Churches, they just didn’t tell you about it.


A few hack articles claimed Coldplay stole the image from one heavy metal album. Actually LOADS of albums have used the symbol over the years, even I had a variation of the flower of life on my dub and Hip-Hop album a year or two ago and countless psy trance albums have used it. It’s worth noting – mainly psy trance albums. They love it.



Beyond that – it’s ancient. Drunvalo Melchizedek takes the most credit for popularising it, with his two books The Flower of Life parts 1 and 2 which became popular in the 90s, and although the animated web series Spirit Science may have reached more people (I don’t know the figures) even they admit they got their ideas from Drunvalo. I dare say most of the ideas in that series seem to have come from Drunvalo’s two books.

Okay, so my tongue is firmly in my cheek. I say I’m a bit miffed but isn’t the mainstream arrival of the sacred geometry symbol a good thing? Well seeing as the whole point of sharing it in the festival scenes and psy trance scenes etc was apparently to penetrate the universal consciousness with a symbol that accelerates consciousness evolution (or something along those lines, don’t quote me) I would have to say it is definitely a good thing (if we’re gonna accept ‘good’ and ‘bad’ as a paradigm for the sake of conversation). Saying “I’m a bit miffed” is just me being paradoxically humble enough to admit that my ego enjoyed being part of a ‘secret’ club back in 2007. I see the flower of life as such a good metaphor for everything from overlapping social circles like groups of friends to overlapping cultures like squat culture, festival culture and circus culture, that I can only see benefit from more people having such a powerful image in their subconscious. So my higher self is happy and my ego feels satisfied that 10 years of putting it in the public consciousness helped lay the foundations for this… but my ego is still a tad miffed.

What has meditation on this symbol done for me? It’s given me different perceptions. This dimension / universe is fractal, meaning small parts are reflected in the patterns of large parts – like the small circles make one big circle which could also overlap to make even bigger circles. Or everything is macro-cosmic and micro-cosmic, meaning the big is mirrored in the small. For example you can see the flower of life as cell division or as galaxy division. Similarly molecules form as variations of another sacred geometry symbol which comes out of the flower of life known as metatrons cube, particularly the 5 platonic solids and understanding the fractal nature of the universe may help increase synchronicity as you mirror changes in society with changes in your life but none of that cosmic waffle can teach you how to get over heartbreak or not argue with your family – from my perspective now real spiritual growth is not in the light of the metaphysical, it’s in what some people call the shadows of the emotional. But the deeper the roots the bigger the tree (another fractal image), one complements the other. I’m still learning.

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part 1 The Mother Nature Matrix of Magic (universal consciousness)

An Introduction to a growing idea…
There are times to work and times to rest, like seasons, either are fine and neither are to be judged as wrong or right – they just are.
Our existence is validatation enough, nature wanted us here now, reality itself wanted us here now, the mother nature matrix wanted us all here now, all that we do is an expression of the magic of the universe.
There are 7 billion equal people with different opinions. It avoids seeing that I am as important as any of the people I am trying to please. Constantly living life to please other people will lead to constantly feeling sad that I have let people down. If you are living life to please the right person then living life to please yourself will attract the right people into your life.

U R Infinite (You’re Infinite) Lyrics


The present is infinite potential.

The future is – quote – “Infinite Possibilities” – end quote – Brian Visiondanz.

And within that you have the bonafide miracle of choice. We are infinite! What shall we co-create?



Visualisation and rhyming affirmations with chi gung breathing

in combination means I’ll never need a hip-operation. IRATION!

I came and brought Hip-Hop to sacred stone circles,

and brough Hip-Hop a one-love vibration.

Who got the hot spit for hop hip, reverse?

Rejoice with the voice. We all made the choice to watch Earth rebirth.

What is it? The most mystic Hip-Hop from the most Hip-Hop mystic,

Earth changes? Then just evolve with it.

Watch my raps get even phatter. Our true power is infinite

… and I’ll prove it with lyrics kid.

Watch cash appear out of thin air, debts disappear, stacks get even fatter,

MANIFESTATION! True power’s unlimited.

Watch archetypes enlighten, even the rapper.

Dream time? Star-system Sirius – visit it.

Delirious with it, the furnace in the blizzard.

Part-time shaman, full-time wizard and hilarious with it! OH!


What is it? Melodic Trip-Hop, B-Boy, Hip-Hop mystic

Earth Changes? We just evolve with it.

YOU’RE INFINITE! We already know this bit.

Sew seeds of love and watch miracles grow with it.

All said and done if there’s a divine one we’ve all gotta be one with it,

Love wishes sunshine and sun kisses.

All said and done if there’s a divine one we’ve all gotta be one with it,

Earth wishes love, it’s the lushest gift.

love, it’s the lushest gift…

sunshine and sun kisses…

[BRIDGE {VIOLIN SOLO, Flavio Lopes}]


Violet flame of transmutation. Self inflicted

violent pains need need explanation. Health restricted

by modern western environment? Nope.

Only restricted by your own belief, know you’re perfect, don’t just hope.

It’s been said disease is dis-Ease – so rest easy.

Find relief. Believe in yourself if you don’t believe me.

Indian Head massage to hugs to chi gung.

Sweat-lodge to sleeping bag, and sleep to freedom.

Letting go of attachments to future projections.

In the now, appreciation for inspiration from reflections.

We can do anything. ANYTHING.

Perform miracles. Healing. Manifesting.

Each cell of our body chants “ohm”. Lightning sending

healing from finger tips to nerve endings.

Straight spine for pure light to shine from crown to healing palm of the hand

Know love’s woth, passion of father sun meeting the calm of the land, Mother Earth.



What is it? Melodic Trip-Hop, B-Boy, Hip-Hop mystic

Earth Changes? We just evolve with it.

YOU’RE INFINITE! We already know this bit.

Sew seeds of love and watch miracles grow with it.

All said and done if there’s a divine one we’ve all gotta be one with it,

Love wishes sunshine and sun kisses.

All said and done if there’s a divine one we’ve all gotta be one with it,

Earth wishes love, it’s the lushest gift.

Consciousness Evolution, emotional maturity, Ascension, Evos, Jesus Christ and Jedi Knights #fourbloodmoons #evolvewiththeeclipse #itsjustastory

I think we might all be evolving on an energetic level and I think the coming eclipse might be part of it. No, I don’t think the four blood moon prophecies are apocalyptic in the way some television Evangelists are saying, but actually I do as the word apocalypse directly translates to the word “revealing” or “unveiling” – I think that we’re waking up.

Only from a certain point of view. From another point of view we’re all already enlightened as soon as we remember to tune into who and what we really are, one with the mind of Mother Nature and one with the mind of the Universe. From a certain point of view this is all just another story. But from the point of view of linear time, I feel like we’re evolving energetically and emotionally and the eclipses may well be involved. 

That sort of theory I usually keep to myself, David Wilcock’s been saying something similar since before 2012 (although at the time he seemed to think it would be immediate around Winter Solstice 2012) but consciousness evolution makes the most sense to me. Obviously I’m not completely sold on any theory, the future’s infinite potential, but I like that one and it feels right. On a personal level? I feel sensitive but inspired today, feeling quite emotional. Hard to tell how much is anxiety, or how much is astrological, pre-eclipse, galactic upgrades downloading!

You do not have to believe in the Church to believe in Jesus. I know the Bible was edited by the Roman politician Emperor Constantine (at the famous Council of Nicene). I know the Church has been accused of many crimes. But I know the Church is a massive organisation made of individuals with different agendas. Some of those agendas may be what we consider ‘evil’ but most Christians are good people and regardless of individuality really there’s no independent nature to anything or anyone, it’s all connected. It’s easy to say “it’s all lies”, it’s braver to say “I don’t know what to believe.” Braver, more difficult, but it feels more accurate.

I still resonate with the words of Christ, “who believes in me and the things I do shall do the things I do and greater.” John 14:12. Whether those were the words of Jesus or of a previous teacher by a different name as implied by the film Zeitgeist doesn’t matter, do you believe humanity’s potential is greater than limits of Newtonian physics, which implied only solid matter could have an effect on solid matter? Do you believe humanity’s potential is infinite in the quantum field where thoughts effect matter, hearts emit waves that affect the energy around them? I have seen hands free energetic healing,I have felt it myself, I have seen coincidences that felt like Divine planning, I have read countless scientific research to support the idea that thoughts affect reality in a way that does not seem logical in the outdated paradigm, I know the so called ‘placebo effect’ is often more effective than medicine – that is an overlooked miracle. I have seen enough to believe.

Do I think we’re all going to become psychic energetic healers, superheroes and Jedi Knights overnight? No, (but that would be nice!)

The real spiritual work is getting real with yourself. Emotionally. Logically. The deeper the roots, the bigger the tree.

One thing life has taught me is that miracles are rarely as obvious as you’d like, real growth rarely happens overnight and real spiritual growth isn’t telekinesis, it’s emotional maturity. The universe isn’t going to give power to people who do not love themselves or cannot forgive other people. Cultivate self love and cultivate compassion for others. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Love your neighbour AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF.

So, we can all be selfish, we can all be greedy. Before we condemn the politicians and corporations perhaps we should see our own selfish and greedy shadows. And love yourself anyway. Then we can start to have real compassion for others.

Everything cosmic has a real and grounded equivalent, for example consciousness evolution may require self love and emotional maturity and the ability to forgive others may have a direct correlation to your ability to love yourself. Everything real and grounded, for example feeling sexual arousal, also has a cosmic equivalent, for example kundalini rising. Kundalini is the tantric energy that can be redirected to creativity and/or spiritual power. My friend Joel said “I might just add that peeps might be busy tryin to access higher realms, but forget to clean their room” which he underlined by following with a Zen saying I have heard before, and synchronistically frequently quote myself “before enlightenment – chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment – chop wood and carry water.”

I may have some distance to go myself. I love myself more than I ever did, (well at least more than I did before incarnation, puberty and life in modern society taught me not to). I love myself not in arrogance but compassion for my shadows and appreciation of my strengths, but I still have a few harsh judgements of myself and others, particularly the governments and corporations. I say this because I want you to know I am no guru, nor am I trying to be one. I just feel compelled to share the lessons the universe has given me. Also, as Joel said, I have to clean my room! haha

Apocalypse is derived from the Greek word apokalypsis. Although it’s often used to describe a great devastation or cataclysm, the literal meaning of apocalypse is actually an unveiling, or revealing.” Wayne Blank

So, in conclusion – I believe we are evolving, “apocalypse” translates to “revealing”, it’s not the end of the world but hopefully the end of the tyranny of the archons. You do not have to believe in the Church to believe in Jesus. Most Christians are positive people, but the Church has committed many crimes against humanity over the centuries, from ordering genocide to hiding priests who have committed abuse. But most Christians had nothing to do with either of those things and that doesn’t affect the power of the words “love thy neighbour” or “do unto others”. The Christ archetype still has power. You do not have to believe in the Church to believe in Jesus, if you have been educated by Zeitgeist’s explanation for the Christ archetype you do not even have to believe that depiction of Christ is accurate to believe in his words. I’m not asking you to call yourself a Christian, I’m not asking you to follow the Church, I’m asking you to believe that what we call miracles are possible. Why? Because there is convincing scientific evidence, because I believe our evolution is past the limiting beliefs of Newtonian physics to a real knowledge and experience of quantum physics, we can heal each other and we can heal ourselves like the Christ archetype because the quantum field is affected by non-local things like our thoughts and the electromagnetic field of our hearts. But perhaps in order to heal ourselves and heal each other first we must love ourselves forgive ourselves and through empathy we can and forgive each other.

Paradoxically evolution is impossible because everyone is perfect and time is an illusion. We’re already enlightened Evos, super heroes and Jedi Knights as soon as we remember to tune into who and what we really are, one with the the mind of Mother Nature and one with the mind of the Universe. But as Einstein said, it’s a persistent one, so while it’s here that’s my perception.

It helped me to write it, I hope it helps someone to read.

God really exists, it resides inside. Anybody tryna tell you different just selling you religion, tryna keep your a$$ in line…” Killer Mike, Run the Jewels. Meow the Jewels came out today.

Question: What’s the most relevant and unique hashtag for this paradigm? #fourbloodmoons has been used to spread fear but what should the positive consciousness evolution tag be?

#Consciousnessevolution is probably used by alot of other spiritual writers.

#Quantumovernewtonian ?

#loveyourselves ?

#loveyourshadow ?

#evolvewiththeeclipse ?

My personal fave currently – #itsjustastory ?

Please comment with your favourite hashtag to spread positive vibes rather than fear. In a bit In a piece, inner peace. One.


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I am just a concept with concepts…

I am just a concept with concepts…

The end. Full stop. Period.

Yeah, right. If only. Monkey minds gotta keep philosophising, right? Or why else did we incarnate? Gotta find something to do between now and death, right? Trust me, the desire to feed or f*** will give you plenty to do between now and death without trying…

If I deconceptualise myself, will I vanish?

I dunno, it gets all Matrixy if I’m a figment of my own imagination am I also a figment of your imagination. I think maybe we all have to deconceptualise me cos if I deconceptualise on my own I’ll just get sectioned. It’s a theory.

Does a stone have consciousness? Is a rock aware?

I BELIEVE some quantum physicists, or at least some quantum theorists, would also say that a stone has consciousness. But then we have to start defining things like consciousness. Which one might define as awareness of self, others might say that it is merely awareness. Others might say that’s all too much thinking and misses the point of a statement as simple as “I’m just a concept with concepts”. But that seems to be a microcosm of the macrocosm of incarnating at all. We all understand, then we confuse the shit out of ourselves trying to understand or explain it to others who already understand until you start explaining it. Maybe we knew it all between lifetimes but we incarnate to forget, to learn, to have the experience of making sense of it all. But when we make sense of it all we make the ‘mistake’ of trying to explain it and confuse the shit out of each other and ourselves, making religions and political parties and such like, concepts. Then we think these concepts are ‘things’ to argue and fight over. Forgetting that they’re just ideas and so is the concept of each of us. Give it a few hundred years it’ll be far more obvious that and we’re all just ideas and the thought of us having hopes and dreams will be abstract concepts to some future philosophers if they haven’t all drowned under a polar ice-cap or if they’re not too worried about being locked up in a Tory Gulag to give a shit. I think too much. Sleep, there’s an idea…

I’m saying I started confusing myself but that’s what we all do all the time, not necessarily this time in particular. I mean we all philosophise but in truth we get it in silence. At birth.

Some would disagree. Some would say  t birth you are fused with the reality of duality.

hmmmmmmmmm… okay, we are getting into dogma and details (concepts held by concepts) some of which are unlikely to be verified cos we can’t remember birth and babies can’t talk so we can’t ask one. And we are getting into semantics, words and the definitions of words, which all mean different things to different people in different contexts, specifically enlightenment. In my experience enlightenment seems to happen in degrees and undefined levels, it is not a super-power or a lightswitch that comes on and stays on but a dimmer switch that that flicks on but then has to be maintained and can always get infinitely brighter as you reveal more about the nature of reality to yourself. I have definitely been in mental states where I was more aware more of the time than I am now, but I also have had experiences in which my capacity for understanding was suddenly wider. But to what extent I could or would call any of those realisations, or awakenings, enlightenment I’m not sure cos it just sounds arrogant and that I fear puts people off describing their awakenings. And that is where humans mess up with descriptions and definitions, we create dogmas and then fight over semantics before we’ve even defined the terms we’re fighting over. One person will say he’s enlightened, the other will say he’s not, and they both actually agree with each other but have different definitions of enlightenment and didn’t clarify that before they got their factions to to arm themselves (for example.) I think our greatest teachers are probably also ****d up, narcissistic, arrogant, deceitful and selfish, but they do not indulge in selfishness. My most selfless acts have selfish intent, my arrogant side is proud of my humility, my arrogant side masks my lack of self esteem, I’m ashamed of how proud I am of my proudest moments and I’m proud of how ashamed I am of my arrogance. There is no escaping shadow for the best and brightest of us. Yet and still Lao Tzu has pre-empted every word I could say – the Tao that can be described in words is not the true Tao. I give up x
The Tao that can be described in words is not the true Tao?
Yeah, but Lao Tzu was just a concept with concepts…